Mission Accomplished-PART 2

front bumper with lips

rear with spoiler and skirting



As i promised,
i attached here with the pict of my car...

Bad Day!

I'm late to work today,i over slept,too tired,
sigh....
When i reached my shop,
a customer is waiting for me @ my shop,
he's here to collect his bluetooth headset that he send for repair few weeks ago,
as i remembered,the bluetooth headset is in the drawer as usual,
but....
God!
the bluetooth headset is gone,
i keep on force my self to think back where did i keep the bluetooth headset,
but my brain is not working that well anymore...
i can think nothing,
i can't remember anything,
i've no idea where did i keep the bluetooth headset,
then i tried to explain to the customer about it,
but the customer never give chance,he scolded me,
and say something not good to hear at.
I know is my fault,but hey,please don't yell at me,i don't like it!!
Then i take out my very own bluetooth headset and replace it to the customer,
But...my bluetooth headset...sigh
lucky,the customer accept my replacement at last.
Then,
in the afternoon,
i drove my car out to collect stock from my supplier,
i reached HSBC building at Jalan Bukit Bintang,
then i parked my car at the basement parking.
After i collect all the stock,
i went down to the basement and collect my car.
But when i started my car,my car is like falling asleep,
i tried to restart it few times,but there is no respon from my car,
God!
I can't start my car!What happen to my car?I don't know.
Then i try to grab my mobile phone from my bag to call for help,
but when i tried to make calls,oh no!there is no signal,
i can't make calls,gosh...
i really hate this kind of situation.
I take the lift back to ground floor of the building,
then only i'm able to make calls.
My mind is mess with panic,angry,and worry that time.
I called up my partner and try to inform her about it,
but who knows,she scolded me back,
i'm getting really angry after she scolded me,
i hang up straight away,
then i called Billy,
but Billy was busy,
he can't lend his hand,but an info from him,my car's battery is weak and need a replacement,but who can help me!??Where can i get the battery!??How i'm gonna fix it!??All this question pop up in my mind.
I call up my brother,
but he is too far away from K.L.
I call up C.K,but he didn't answer my calls,
Sigh....i feel so helpless...
Then i tried to call my partner's husband,
lucky,he is able to come over with a new battery.(Thanks to Abang!)
After Abang send me the battery,
i tried to fix it in,lucky it's not that difficult,
then i restarted my car,
at last,my car is awake,
i'm able to start it,
Sigh...
today is my bad day,
i lost my lovely bluetooth headset,
and RM 140 for the battery replacemen,
feel really unhappy today,
lucky there is no more others head ache stuff happen,
or else,i'll just faint!

心理測驗

心理測驗題目:(真的還蠻準的!!)
什麼原因會讓你想哭? 排一下自己最易哭的原因!
(1是最容易 , 5是最不容易) 五個選項分別是:



a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張



排好了嗎?準備看答案囉!請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔∼
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感動:不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。 ]



傷心:跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來,不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。 ]



:你想要別人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。 ]



生氣:你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 ,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。 ]




擔心 /緊張:其實真實的你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!

Again?

Sigh....
It happen again and again,
i'm getting bored with all this shit.
Why can't she understand that everything,every single thing that i do is good for her future?
I sacrifice my self and every chances just for her,
I don't care what is my ending,
and i don't even care what is my return,
i'll just do everything for her.
But her thinking is totally different,
what she think is that i treat her bad.
Oh god,please help me to wake her up,
please help me to inform her that i'm running out of passion.
Sometimes when i'm alone,
i'll think that am i making the wrong choice?
Is she the ms. right for me?
Is everything that i already do worth?
All these question is just keep on repeat in my mind.
Till now,i'm still can't find out the answer.
Hope that some day,she will understand.
Or else...

ENJOY



After i closed my shop,i know that Desmond is coming to Ampang,hehe...we've got plan...
While waiting for him,we had our dinner @ KFC,just behind of my shop.
He reach and join us for dinner as well.
After our lovely dinner,we start our plan-Prawn Fishing.
We start to put our rod in to the salt water pool around 1100pm,but im was just unlucky for the 1st 30 mins,i've got nothing.
But Desmond is able to pull up 4 little shrimps...hehe.
Me and Shandy just feel bored sitting there watching only him pulling up shrimps,sigh...
but just in a while,my rod...it's pulling down,then i pull it up immediate,
yup,i'm able to catch my very 1st prawn at last...hehe(the size is bigger than Desmond 1)
Then Billy show up to join us.
We stayed there for 2 hours,and we able to get 900grms of prawn,
happy enough to leave...
Then we drive to a mamak restaurant to have a drink...
We leave @ 0230 am,
Really enjoy prawn fishing,but,the charges is a bit expensive...

mission accomplished-PART 1

Today is the day,i wake up damn early.
After i send Shandy to work,
is time for me to accomplish my mission-paint my car's body kit.
I waited to do so for such a long time,
at last,my car have a new look.
I will post my car pic later.

Too Close

我和我的一个顾客站在我店前面谈天,突然有一辆电单车就在我的后面慢慢的行驶过来,就在那时,我已发觉有点不对路,真的不出我所料,当那电单车骑士就要靠近我时,他就绅手想抢我戴着的金链。
辛好,我早有准备,后退了一步,所以他抢不到,只能打到我的颈项一下,就在那时候,我想一脚踢倒他的电单车,可惜,给他跑掉了。
想起来有点遗憾,踢不倒他,要不然,他一定给我打到他落花流水。不会放过他!!




p/s:现在出街要小心,由其是女子,千万要小心你们的手袋,因为很多抢手袋的案件以发生了。

Lonely Christmas


This year christmas is just so lonely.
Didn't plan to go anywhere,didn't wish to meet anybody and don't want to do anything.
I wish i can stay at home,
alone.

untitled


Is christmas eve today,i want to wish you guys




merry christmas


&


happy new year

A Letter To Angel


2008年经已要画上句点,12个月份的日历,也就来被我狠狠地上色及涂鸦。与其说回顾这一年我到底做了什么,不如预计未来的我要达到什么目标,这不是更有意思吗?于是,在这夜廷星空下,我坐在阳台,望着吉隆坡的夜景,开始把我未来的计划落落实实地在我的电脑记录下来,然后收藏在我私人的文件夹里。这是给天使的信,希望它能够看到我的心声,守护我的同时,也给我无限的支持。尽管信中的计划是个未知数,不过我会用开心的心情去迎接2009年的每一分每一秒。

一篇感谢的文章

First at all,
The reason that i write this blog is to vent.
No matter i'm still single or not,
The situation is still the same.
There are too many things happen on me these days,
Money,Love life,Business,and some Family problem...
Recently,all the pressure really makes me try to solve it by using the negative way.
I do ever think,why must i have to face all these stupid stuff?I did nothing wrong,and i didn't harm/hurt anybody.
Why?Why?Why?
I try to configure it out,but there is no answer for my question.
Feel so down,feel so useless,feel so helpless and i feel so tired.
Perhaps i need a rest.
I pushed my self too hard,and this is the side effect,
I'm too arrogant,
i don't want to lose.
This is not good i know,
but....
There is no other way for me,I THINK.
Unless i just let go off everything,my career,my car,my life partner,
and my life maybe....rest in peace....
Hey,this is crazy stuff,this is not me!
I know there is a lot of people out there supporting me from behind and how can i just give up like that?
Hey true friends,don't worry,it's just some heavy words from me to release all my pressure.
I still need your support.
Do drop me some comment,so that i won't easily give up。
Thank you for your love and support.


Worth?



当你为一个每次都发你脾气的人做某些事或为她付钱,
你会觉得怎么样?
想知道你们的感想,谢谢。

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我很伤心。

心很痛,也很想哭!

我很想恨你,

可是我不舍得。


Temper....

I'm just don't feel want to do anything,
I'm just so down,
Arghhhhh....!!!Please get out from my mind!!!!
I don't want it any more!!!!
Hate it so much!!!!

Why Must You...?

I received a call....I dont know am i suppose to answer that call....sigh...
Her name appeared on my phone screen....
Wow!It's been sometime that she didn't call me perhaps she never called since our fairy tales ends....
I'm was wondering....
I'm was so confuse....
I'm was just....affraid....
But i picked up her call at last.Her voice....I....Sigh....
Should i said I miss her?Sigh....
But i don't want to be her slave anymore,it's enough!!!
Yes,you are pretty,you are highly educated,and you are a witch!!!
Why must you call me and make me think about old time again?You'll happy to see me live suffering missing you?You'll enjoy if you screw up my life?Am i right?
Why must you show up in my life again?Try to dissapoint me for the 2nd time?
Not anymore!!!It's all over now!!!
Please,don't you ever dare to think to destroy my life again!!!

My Missions Continue











These are the movie i want to watch....By my self.







Priceless

We had such a fun day!
I came back from work,
i drive to klang...
shoppe with my mom for 3 hours...
have dinner with my mom at KFC AEON BUKIT TINNGI...
and yam char at mamak stall with my mom...
priceless

PICTURE ATTACHED


I attach here with the wedding photo of my partner.
They are lovely couple.
Aren't they?

圆圆

没有了!
一粒都没有留!
哈哈!


I Need A Simple Love !!


dear do you know, i really miss you right now.
i wipe off tears with my head down,
i call your name.
did you really have to leave me like this?
my head hurts when i think about you,
you're like really strong alcohol .
would it be just alcohol?
you are a sickness.
I lie down everyday, how many times has it been?
i will forget for a bit tomorrow then i will think of you again day after tomorrow.
what can i do, my love is still valid
i believe that you will come back, i wait for you only.
i love you, you are the only one in this world
i shout out loud but only that unanswerable sunset is burning bright
if you are feeling sorry or afraid of seeing my face,
don't worry, if it's you, i feel strong.
your face that i miss looks like that sunset glow thus i feel sadder.
Please don't forget about all of past times, memories we shared.
I will run to you anytime if you call me silently with your eyes closed
every day, every night i need you
The sun rises, the sun sets,
i become saddened by the sunset glow.
The moon rises, the moon sets,
i become dull too, as time passes by.
The sun rises, the sun sets,
i become saddened by the sunset glow.
the moon rises, the moon sets,
memories of you become dull too.

What IF i....

SUICIDE...
what do you think?
Can any one tell me?

My Christmas Wish


...我的圣诞愿望 真的很简单......

.........我的心 一直和圣诞老人祈祷着......

...................希望 当天能够实现!

My Partner's Wedding

Today is the wedding day of my business partner-ZIE.
Want to congrate her.
I know she've waited this for sometime
and she've been through a lot for this wedding,
Now,she's married at last.
Anyway,
Wish:-she live happily ever after with her husband.

IP MAN







Came back from Berjaya Times Square.At last,i'm able to watch IP MAN that i've waited so long,and the most important is she didn't feel sleepy and bored during that movie.

Tell you guys a bit bout that movie,it pack with funny FIRST,touching SECOND and action scene AT THIRD.
"Ip Man" is good enough to watch for a second time.
Starring-Donnie yen,Simon Yam.
Really worth to watch-5 stars



我不配

周杰伦-我不配
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
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是我配不上你吗?
我自己也不知道。
一直在寻找答案的我,变的很无奈。
我很想放弃,
可是...

THE MOVIE THAT I WANT TO WATCH

Ip Man is adapted from the life story of Ip Man, the grand master of the Wing Chun style of kung fu and sifu (master) of legendary kung fu superstar Bruce Lee. Wing Chun has a history of more than 200 years. It was founded by Yim Wing Chun, took root in the hands of Leung Chun, and prospered with Ip Man. The art of Wing Chun has now become very popular with martial arts enthusiasts, especially overseas. It is a traditional Chinese martial art with a formidable reputation internationally.

Want to watch it desperately,will watch it by tonight.


DAY WITHOUT SOMEBODY!

我在我弟弟的房间看到一本书,是一本日记,看到后我就问自己,我是否应该拿来读呢?是我的好奇心引致我去读那本日记。弟,对不起,哥看了你的日记。

那日记的题目是-没有你的日子-

噢,从日记里的内容,原来我弟弟和他的女友分开了,他的女朋友还飞了去Brunei。我知道我弟弟很伤心,很想念她,但我这哥哥却帮不了什么忙。

这也令我想起了我的往事,我的前女友也是去了Brunei后就和我分手了,想到以前的事,眼泪就要留了。我为了她,还差点变了个精神病人。我在精神病院治疗了几个星期后才能回复正常。但是,那事已隔两年了,我也没有再想她了,而且再想她也不会回来我身边的。

实想起来和她分开了也好,至少我不需要再花钱在她的身上。

弟弟,她不会珍惜你是她的损失,你千万不要放弃你自己。要记得不要为了一棵树而放弃了整个森林。答应我,你会好好的过。



I'm Not Happy

Linda Chung-其实我不快乐-


离别你不经异地 想工作暗天暗地
直到可困倦沉睡 不掛念你
情愿我呼天叫地 总好过这麼顾忌
害怕走往日场地 倘碰著你会撑不起
和谁在一起都用来共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
谁若寄望替代你最尾都要放弃
只能退避 和谁在一起很
自然共你相比
就算游戏笑著也未快乐得起
难道我这麼寄望有天可失忆
找到转机 其实我很不快乐
想躲进暗黑街角
泪尽可痛快地流落
不知哪日会对爱再有感觉
和谁在一起都用来共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
谁若寄望替代你最尾都要放弃
只好退避 和谁在一起很自然共你相比
就算游戏笑著也未快乐得起
难道我在寄望有天可失忆
找到转机
和谁在一起都用来共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
谁若寄望替代你最尾都要放弃
只好退避 和谁在一起很自然共你相比
就算游戏笑著也未快乐得起
难道我在寄望有天可失忆
难道这份记念如像空气
欠缺就会死
I'm not happy actually,
stress.
Don't know what can i do now.

Where is our promised love?


你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了


情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了


时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到
这真的痛了


怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得


你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了


情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了


时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了


怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得


你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得


你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢?






周杰伦的歌唱出了我的心声,
我在寻找着我们所说好的幸福,
很希望能够尽快的找到。
很希望真的能够和你过的很幸福!


我爱你一生一世!


爱情


爱情是两个人的事,最近觉得,现今的爱情是不是被改变了?山盟海誓的爱情是不是被遗弃了?天长地久的爱情故事是不是都是假的?对于长久的爱情,都有所憧憬??我们要的爱情,就是那么的简单.....可是,今天可以说“我爱你”,明天同样的话也可以和另一个人说。。。。。


这就是爱情?今天和你在一起后,他日两人见面却形同陌路人。。。。。。


是人们的思维改变了?还是爱情的定律已经不同了?爱情就是两个人的事,容得下第三者吗?爱情不是游戏,它是需要两个人用心去经营的,是给与两个相爱的人共同前进的轨道。。。。。


轨道出现了分叉,是由两个人一起抉择后再走下去。。。


选择了和对方一起,就是存有一份的责任。。。。




还是。。。。我们已经成为了“爱情”的奴隶?

WEDDING DINNER

I attended my cousin's wedding dinner last night.
I meet alot of my uncle and aunties that i didnt see them for such a long time.
This is the 1st time i join this kind of big family program and i can really feel what they call REUNION now.
Happy to see them and have dinner with them.
Again,
To my cousin and her husband:
Congatulation and live happy together.

过冬


古人说,冬大过年。冬至要吃汤圆,汤圆就代表一家人团圆的意思。


很快的又到了吃汤圆的冬至,我还记得旧年的冬至,我带了她去我外婆家吃团圆饭,还记得那是她第一次来拜访我的家人,看她有点怕羞的样子真的蛮可爱的,那天晚上,我们一家人都坐在一起吃饭,我们都吃的很开心,我还吃了两大碗的汤圆因为那汤圆是我外婆亲手做的。


今年,应该也是一样吧,她会跟我回外婆家吃饭。我真的好想念外婆和外公,还有我外婆亲手做的汤圆,还有我妈和我阿姨煮的美吃佳肴,想到都会留口水。真的想快点回去。


祝:冬至快乐!


WEDDING

My cousin is getting married today,
wish both of them live happily ever after.
祝她们:
白头到老,
永结同心。

BORED

I'm bored sitting alone in the shop,my partners are out to settle their wedding stuff.
Doing nothing but sitting in front of my computer.

TIRED DAY 2

Sunday morning,i wake up as usual and get my self ready to work.Then,Desmond sudden call and i know that for sure he got plan for today.
We meet up at my shop,and he told me that he want to shoppe for his chinese new year clothes,then i invited him to shoppe with us(me and Shandy) at Sungai Wang after i close my shop.
I close my shop around 3 pm,then i fetch Shandy at her house.Her mom and my mom join us too.
We reached at 4pm,and they started to look for what they want,we stay at Sungai Wang for 5 hours,we left at 9pm,tired walking around.
Another tiring day.

CAFE PAPPA RICH




THE MENU


ICED LEMON TEA,ICED COFFEE,HOT HONEY LEMON TEA,SOYA MILK TONG YUEN,PAPPA CENDOL(FROM LEFT TO RIGHT)



PAPPA CURRY LAKSA


6 of us-me,Shandy,Desmond,Billy,Jenny and her friend,went to Yam Char,Desmond brought us to a cafe named-PAPPA RICH,located somewhere in Kepong.
The enviroment of the cafe make us feel comfortable and warm.The food is just damn delicious,and the price is really reasonable.We enjoyed to Yam Char here,and for sure,we will visit this cafe again.
And i found that this cafe use to be a favourite hang out spot for those who likes TOAST and COFFEE.
There is too many food to try in the menu that i must try,so can't wait for the 2nd visit to the cafe.




PAPPA RICH CAFE-Friendly waiter,perfect enviroment,delicious food and reasonable price,highly recommended=5 star.





TIRED


Sleep late last night,wake up damn early today,feel tired.

Today have to open my shop all by my self,because my partner and her hubby balik kampung.

I open my shop at 10 am sharp.

As usual,i sweep the floor,get everything prepare and wait for my customers.5 mins later,sudden rush in a group of customers,sigh...i'm alone,please be patience!!

Lucky that i'm still able to serve every single customer.

I'm too tired,need to rest now,hope that they able to come back on time before i really can't stand anymore.

自卑感

我的一身穿着看起来很像个大老板,可是我并不是你们所想像中的那么本事。虽然我是和一个朋友一起开了间店做生意,但是我过的很辛苦!
这几年来,我每一天都过着很难受,很辛苦的生活。做工做到半死,都没有稳定的收入。钱包里都没有机会会涨起来的,还要每一天都绑着肚子,因为我的工作大部分时间都是在外面的,所以就算我不吃,也要准备钱来附车油和停车场费。
看见身边的朋友每个都不会有钱的烦恼,他们都可以买和做他们自己喜欢的东西。真的有点羡慕他们。
真的觉的很自卑,自己做生意都没有机会能像他们一样,说买就买,想做就做。我每一天都只是在担心着我的钱够添油吗,?我的钱够给过路费吗?重来都不会有机会可以买自己喜欢的东西。有时还因为不够钱,就连吃我也不敢想。你们可能会不相信而问我,是真的吗?就连我自己也不敢相信这些事情会发生在我身上。
我并不是一个懒惰的人,我可以就为了工作而忘记其他包括我女朋友。但是想回头,我这样,能得到的是什么?我自己也不知道。很多朋友知到我的事后,就劝我放弃我的生意,可是,我并不是一个容易放弃的人。在加上,我不可以这么自私,因为我还要为我的伙伴想。他们没有了我就可能会倒闭的。我不想看到他们这样。
你们可能会觉的我很傻,但是我是不舍得看到她比我过的更加的辛苦。我宁原我自己过得很辛苦,也不想看到他人辛苦,很慈悲吧?我真的不知道。
我现在什么都不敢祈求,但愿我的生意能够好像以前那样,我就心满意足了。

I WANT !!




These days,it seems like all my friend is rich enough to buy what ever they want,do what ever they like,but me...sigh...i wanted to,but,my pocket didn't allow me to do so.


I received a call from Jerry that make me feel so down,he asked me where to get the best deal for changing a new sport rims for his car.Whao!this is in my planning list for a long time,but i have to forget it because i can't afford to buy it.


I do have another friend-Desmond,just re-painted his car,and do some modification to his car.Sigh...


Not just that i can't do or buy what ever i like,even for me to eat also i need to think twice.I really can't make any wrong move now or i'll be in big trouble.I really can't afford to do anything,there's no hope for me.


Why?why can't i do the same like them?


I work really damn hard every single day,just try to earn more money to fulfill my needs and wants,but it seems that no matter how hard i work,i got nothing at all.This really makes me feel sick want to give up,giving up in everything...including my live...


最近真的很烦!为了钱,为了感情,为了店,还为了很多很多的事情!!



可能我真的想太多了吧。



我有试过把所有的事放下,不要想,但是...不可以。我有想办法去解决过,但是想到头都要爆了都没有出口。




神啊!救救我吧!

I'M BROKE

THIS IS THE BRAND THAT I BOUGHT :-
PDI

ADIDAS

SUPERMAN

BODY GLOVE

Today is the day,i wake up early,getting ready to go out as i promised my girl friend,but before that,i have to go back to my shop first.

We stay at my shop until 3pm,then we start our journey to MID VALLEY.It was crowded,all the parking space was full,lucky me,get my car parked after i enter car park.

My girl friend started her mission,rush into the it to find out the best deal ever in the mall,but me,just accompany her,i dont't even feel want to walk,it was just too crowded,can't even breathe.

She able to grab some clothes and a jeans.She see me standing quiet a side then she started to mumbling at me,say that i don't want to spend,but me just...sigh...(try to understand me la,it just too crowded,don't feel want to shop leh).


I don't want her to keep mumbling at me,so i decided to just simply buy 1 or 2 to keep her mouth shout.But when i walk into a shop name BODY GLOVE,i've found out that the design and the price of the shirt just fit my taste,so,i grabe 2-3 clothes there.


After a while,i decided to shop in another place,a place that sudden came out in my mind-AEON MALL at BUKIT TINGGI.


Reached there around 6pm,found that AEON BUKIT TINGGI is much more comfort to shop,easy parking and not crowded.I bought a pair of short and jeans there and she bought a shirt there.

We shop there for almost 4 hour,then i drive home after we have our lovely dinner.After i reached home,i calculate,WAH!i spend rm400 today...ithink i must not spend anymore,i'm broke...sigh

CUTE-CUTE BABY


I received a MMS from my 'mui mui' this morning,wah!is a baby picture,so cute!!
My 'mui mui' give birth a baby girl yesterday,congrat!The baby so healthy and so cute,feel want to cubit her face.

FATE


It's my fate,i knew that.


I don't deserve to get all the good things and happy news.Remembered that night when i bet on a soccer match,i'm was hope that i can get extra money,but god really forsake me,perhaps god don't want me to bet anymore,god don't want me to create sins,that's why i lose...


Dear god,i know is not good to bet and gambling,i deserve a small punnishment like that,and i dare not to do it anymore,thank you.

SLEEPLESS NIGHT


Is 0330 now,but i'm still awake,i can't sleep,i'm worried...


A friend of mine,send me a SMS just now,he know that i need money desperately.So,he send me a tips to win in a soccer match,without thinking too much,i call up a bookie and bet on it.

Try to think back now,am i make a wrong move?i'm not suppose to like this to earn extra money,what if the tips is inaccurate?What if the friend of mine try to play a fool with me?what if i really lose the money?there is too many "what if" in my mind now.
sigh...
What can i do now?There is nothing i can do but pray.
(GOD WILL NOT ALLOW US TO GAMBLING & BETTING,PLEASE DON'T DO SO)
The match started,I can hear my heart beat very fast.I'm worried,really worry about it.Can't explain how's my feeling now,there is no U-turn for me now,have to face it...

Argument

Why must this happen to us again?Why?I really hate this shit!
We argue again last night,it's just a small mater,but,it seems like it is a heavy stuff for her.sigh...
I really dont like to argue because it's really will effect our relationship.That's why i'm the one who always give way,but she is different,she wants to win in every single fight,it seem like she dont care about our relationship.
Our relationship is not as tough as i think.I try to protect it,but did she do the same like what i do?sigh...We've been together for more than 1 year,is not easy to protect it.We face ROAD BLOCK all the time,i think she started to give up,but i'm not giving up anyway.
It's not easy to be together,i don't want this shit seperate us,i always keep quiet when we start arguing,because my temper is not that good,lucky,i'm still able to control it.I don't want BRAKE OFF written in my life again.Hope that she's thinking the same thing.
But no matter how,no matter what,i'll try to stop all this shit.I dont want to argue any more,i dont want this shit carve a BRAKE OFF in my life any more,i dont want to get seperated,so i must stop this shit immediate!Because i love her so much.