Emo...


本来心平气静的我要慢游到KL,
突然有辆的士从我后面杀出然后停在我前面停了下来,
我立刻刹车。
我Honk了他一下,
哪知道那的笨蛋士司机伸出了手对我比了个中指。
看了后,
我就连续Honk着他,
哪知道他把车门开了,
然后下车向我的方向走来,
是个番薯印度中年人,
一路走着来,
就一面骂粗口,
他以为我会怕,
我没多想就下了车,
就吵了起来。
他还想动手打我,
幸好临时有辆车停下,
他看到有人停了下来再加上后面的车一直Honk个不停,
就立刻上回车把车驾走。
他老娘的!
是他反错还想动手打人。
我诅咒他!!!
去死啦笨蛋印度司机!!!
以后给我看到他,
我一定给他好看的!!!

Online Shopping...

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I'm Back...


很久很久都没有更新了,
这并不代表麻烦都远离我了,
而是在这一段期间,
忙着帮她在网上开始她的生意。

想起来,
这没更新的期间,
都发生了很多很多的事...

-因为公事,
我失去了一位可以听我诉苦的朋友,
和她断绝了来往...

-店里的生意一直都在滑落,
还可能会失去拿金牌的机会,
真的很担心,
不懂还能站到什么时候...

-感情方面也一样,
没有好转,
为了很多事都和她吵了起来...

-他也是没变,
之从交了新女友后,
变得更加的自大,
因为女友在事业上帮他更上一层楼...

-而以前的她,
现在怀孕了5个月,
当知道她怀孕了的那一刻,
心情有点不爽...

总知就是没有一件事能使我可以过得开心的。

Untitled...


再次的逃避了一小段的时间,
希望会有点好转,
可惜情况却没好转,
反而还比之前的来得严重!

因为某些事使我再次的不能入睡,
不能睡的感觉真的不好受,
可是我又能做什么呢?
惟有又到回这熟悉的地方-我家阳台,
独自坐着,
望着夜景,
趁我妈睡着了就偷偷的在阳台抽烟(要是给我妈她知道,我死定了XD),
一支接一支,
不停的抽。

现在的他,
真的比以前不同了,
他变得很骄傲,
也很自大,
简直就是目中无人的那一种。

人家说,
赚大钱的人的看法是不同的,
我就为了他的那几十块钱,
做到半死,
他却赠了我一句:那几十块钱,做来搞屁。

难道说一声谢谢真的很难吗?
我知道那少少的钱你不会放在眼里,
可是这并不是钱的问题,
而是我知道你休息,
但我见有顾客难道就让顾客跑掉吗?
我做生意的原则并不是那样的。

我知道现在的你根本就瞧不起我,
你比我有本事多了,
找的钱也比我多了,
生活水准也提升了,
可是我也要赠回你一句:山水有相逢之地方。
你自己好好的想吧。

Happy Moon Cake Festival...

明天就是中秋节,
没怎么样特别的庆祝。
早几天已买了一盒中秋月饼送了给她的家人,
月饼的包装很特别,
还好有30%折扣,
要不然,
我真的买不下手...

这是喜月堂的月饼...

我要在这里祝大家中秋节快了!!!

Acupuncture...

腰骨痛了一段时间使我的脚不能走的太远,
要不然,
我的双脚就会觉得麻痹。


已经见了好几个铁打师傅,
可是情况依然没变,
有位朋友知道我的情况后,
就介绍了我去针灸,
听到针灸这两个字觉得有点怕,
所以就一直拖,
不敢去做针灸。


星期天早上,
载了她上班后,
我突然心血来潮,
自己驾车到朋友介绍的地方,
准备见医师做针灸。


到了后,
不多想就登记准备见医师,
等了大概半个小时,
终于轮到我了,
向医师解释了我的情况后,
医师就叫我躺在床上。


在他还没帮我针灸前,
他问了我一个问题,
使我觉得来见他有点后悔+ 害怕,
后悔并不是他不会/不够经验,
而是后悔自己那么冲动来找他。


他问我是否来见他前吃了早餐,
我就告诉他我并没有吃早餐的习惯,
然后他就告诉我说,
有些人因为没吃早餐给他做针灸时晕倒了,
听了他讲后使我觉得更加的害怕。


当他把针刺在我的脚时,
就觉得好像被蚂蚁咬的感觉,
那还好,
我还可以忍,
可是当他把刺了在我脚的针摇时,
我就感觉到很痛。


忍着痛的我差点就想放弃,
叫医师立刻把针拔出来,
可是为了自己可以早日康复,
就继续忍着痛。


过了20分钟后,
医师到回来把针拔出来,
虽然是很痛,
可是现在的情况好很多了,
他还吩咐我每个星期天都到回去再给他针灸,
直到情况好为止,
可是怕痛的我在想,
我是否应该再到回去呢?

My Movie Continue...

On the 20th of September,
the 6 of us-Me,Shandy,Her Mom,Her Dad,Her Sis and Simon went for a movie @ Leisure Mall.
A Singaporean horror Movie-Where Got Ghost?
Before we drive to the mall for the movie,
her mom treated us delicious + expensive dinner @ a chinese restaurant somewhere in Pandan Jaya...
We reached The mall around 8 pm,
but the movie start @ 9.45pm,
so there's plenty of time for her to walk around and shop *big sigh*...
Due to my back bones pain + my leg will numb if i walk for some time,
i choose not to follow her walked around...XD
All of us gather at the entrance of the cinema,
at the same time,
Shandy and her sis queued to buy pop corn and drinks...

SYNOPSIS:
"Where Got Ghost?" is a Horror-Comedy Chinese Movie,
3-in-1 Horror tales told in a good old comedy fashion.

Roadside Got Ghost...
Swindlers Chai, Fu and Shou have a new scam-using a hotline to make random calls to people, promising them fortune.Those who win the lottery are required to pay commission to Chai or be scared into submission.One day,Chai receives a phone call.The caller gives Cai deploying the same hotline trick.Believing it is a copycat of his scam,Chai naturally disregards the call, but goes ahead and tries his luck with the given number anyway.To his surprise,he wins.Mysterious happenings assume...

Forest Got Ghost...
Nan and Lei return for army reservists' training.They learn that the place they will be send is the widely known 'haunted hill',so they take the shortcut.Suddenly,the 'haunted hill' seems to come alive-tombstones, red dress spirit and other strange sightings.Then it rains. Nan and Lei seek refuge at Yin Yin's house,a girl they just met.Little do they know their road to hell has been cut short...

House Got Ghost...
It is the Lunar 7th Month,weird sightings happen at home, children can only think it is the late mother's doings.The truth slowly surface as they begin their road trip only this time it seems to be more than what they bargain for...

Congratulation...


今天是我中学时最要好的知心朋友Kelly Chow的大好日子,
刚从那回来,
忙了一阵天但觉的很开心。
我要借助这机会在这里祝福他们:-


白头到老,
永结同心,
早生贵子。

Regret...

A meet up with all of my school mates on Saturday night makes me feel that i'm the world's useless person...
1 of my best friend is getting married this coming Saturday,
and i can see all of them is quite successful in their business,life,career and everything,
but me...sigh...
After our form 5,
amoung all of them,
i am the 1st 1 who step into this world and start my job,
I've been working real hard for almost 10 years,
until today,
i still have nothing but problems,trouble and debts surrounding me,
I feel shameful if i comparing my self to them...
Sometimes,
i really feel regret that why didn't i continue my study after form 5,
perhaps all this shit won't happen to me if i do so,
and i started to blame my self about it...

Untitled...


当你问我是否要和你一起去看演唱会时,
我真的不懂得要怎么答你,
如果我和你说我不想去,
你一定会发脾气说我不够体贴,
但如果我和你说我要和你一起去,
我恐怕我会付不起入场费。

两张演唱会入门票大概要整七百块,
我知道你很想去看演唱会,
可惜现在的我不暂时都没能力付这一笔钱。

我知道你肯定会埋怨我,
因为你知道我曾经和以前的她看过最贵的演唱会,
两张演唱会入门票要整千块,
而和你我却没能力买。

其实我也很想和你去,
很想你开心,
可是我真的没能力付那笔钱。

很想和你说声对不起,
自从你和我在一起后,
我觉得我无法满足你的所有要求,
使你过得都不开心。

可是我一直都在努力着,
就是不懂为什么,
怎么做,怎么努力,
也不能像以前那样。

为了不要浪费你的青春,
如果你遇见条件比我好的男子,
你就把我放下吧,
我不会怪你的。

Selamat Hari Raya...


To All Muslim Readers,
Wish All Of You :-

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin

And
To All My Blog Readers,
Wish You Guys :-

Happy Holiday

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Dinner @ Ampang Water Front 3...

关了店后,
和她一起慢游Ampang,
目的是想找地方吃晚餐,
当我们经过一排在Ampang Water Front的新店时,
给我们发现到这间餐厅...

是间西餐厅,
因为肚子饿再加上给他的招牌给吸引了,
就停车然后在这家餐厅用餐。

进了店后,
才发现原来这家西餐厅是我的顾客开的,
就顺便在这里帮他打个广告吧...
这件餐厅名叫-HAS*RAS WESTERN FOOD & BEVERAGE...

菜单内有超过20种美食,
看到菜单时都想样样都点来尝试...

她点了一碟Black Pepper Sizzling Chicken Chop,
而我呢,
就点了我一天都不可少的汉堡包来尝试...


这里的食物味道不错,
价钱也不会贵,
如果你们有经过Ampang,
不妨到这间西餐厅试一试。
-----------------------------------------------------------------
The Address :-
No.8,Jalan AWF 3,
Ampang Water Front,
68000 Ampang,
Selangor.
For Reservation,
TEL:016-3763369

My Sunday...

想起来都已经很久很久没单独和她一起用餐了...
关了店后,
就立刻和她到了一家在Wangsa Maju的Cafe,

因为就没吃早餐和午餐的我们都饿的不得了...
到了那后,
因为刚好我们的马来同胞要开斋的时候,
所以整个Cafe都满座了,


*很辛苦找位子+非常的饿*


找到了个位子后,
我和她就立刻拿起菜单点菜,
可能肚子饿时,
看到什么都想吃...

The Menu...
p/s:这全部照片都是用我刚收回来的Sony Ericsson K850拍的,
照片拍的还不错,很清晰,所以决定拿来自己用!

突然在菜单里给我看到这个-我超级喜欢的Cendol+榴莲...

可是味道还是在马六甲的比较好吃...

之前听他们说过这里的干捞面+咖喱鸡面好吃,
就叫来试一试,
果然味道还不错...
她叫的面,
我无法拍到,
因为当食物一送上,
非常饿的她就立刻开始用餐...
用完了餐后,
她决定要到附近的广场诳一诳,
我的星期天就这样的和她渡过了,
这次是没有吵架,
没有不开心的的渡过
会是好的转变吗?

Untitled...

Click on the link below and wish him luck...
A guy name K.K is going to propose to his girlfriend and he need your help to prepare a very special surprise proposal gift to his girlfriend.
He need 1 million blesses from the world,
please help him...

Is All About Money...


我们又再次的吵了起来,
她又向我投诉说每次拿到薪水时都不够用,
要给家用,买这,买那,剩下的也不够储蓄,
我听了后,
什么也没说,
因为我知道就算我怎么说她也不会接受,
其实我们也为了这个话题吵了很多很多次。

我曾经和她分析和解释过她给家用的数目,
我并不是要教坏她,
教她不给家用,
而是如果可以就尽量少给一点。

因为她的母亲什么也不理不睬不做,
再加上她母亲也还有工作能力,
就每个月要她给RM500-RM600的家用,
还说她给的钱不够供她妹的学费。

我看到这个情况,
觉得很不甘心,
因为她现在所吃的,用的,住的,大部分都是我付,
就连她去上下班也是我载的,
还有电话费也是我付的!!!
我也没有和她讨回一分钱。

她妈还教她说,
我身为她的男友是应该负担她的这一切,
要不然我算是什么男朋友。

我在想,
我现在还没和她结婚,
她家已给我了一个负担,
如果和她结了婚后会怎么样呢?
真的不敢想像。

我曾经和她说过很多篇,
我不可乱花钱,
因为我得要足够的资金来保持那店,
使它能够站得稳,
那以后我们的日子就会好过一点,
可是她就一直责怪我不舍得给钱她用,
还拿我和其他的男子来比较,
听了真的灰心。

一时在想,
我为她所付的全部难道不是用钱的吗?
她也没曾问过我到底能负担得起吗?

坦白说,
我现在的经济情况已是水浸眼眉,
自己也吃不饱穿不暖,
可是我一样的为她付完全部。

其实我并没有预算她会还回给我,
只是希望能够一起负担全部,
因为毕竟我们也是在一起生活了嘛。

真的希望她能够明白...

Selfish Me ?...


29岁的我,
还望不到我的前途,
前路一片黑暗,
我又再想,
是否应该把我这9年所努力的心机关掉?
现在的我是否应该就放弃呢?
这些复杂的问题又再次出现在我的脑海里。

他们说,
人类是种自私的动物,
可是我觉得我并不包括在内。

我可以为了他人而放弃自己的前途和快乐,
就连自己吃的饱不饱也不理的我,
哪算是自私呢?

我本来不必经历这些辛苦的日子,
我可以一走了知,
然后从新开始。
可是因为她们,
我不能说走就走。

我知道如果我这样走了后,
他们就会好像一只没了船长的船,
失去方向,
然后就倒闭了。

我并不想这情形发生,
因为如果真的发生,
她们就会活得比我辛苦10倍。

所以,
要走或留这问题,
我一直都找不到一个十全十美的答案,
真的很头痛...

Fark You...

On the 28th of August,
Some farker that dont know how to drive bang my car at the Sg. Wang's parking...


Then i asked the security guard that sitting at the guard booth about it,
and he answered me that he don't know anything...

And the management of Sg. Wang plaza said that they are unable to check about it due to the CCTV are malfunction at B3 parking...

Fark the person who Bang my car,Fark the stupid security guard,Fark the management of Sg. Wang Plaza !!!

I curse all of you !!!

Ground Control @ Sg. Wang...

On the 26th of August - 31st of August,
Digi appointed me as 1 of the pre-paid dealer to participate in this Merdeka Day Road Show at Sg. Wang...


Here is some picture of the road show...

Digi's Promoters...

Shandy,Hui Min,Hui Chee and Charmaine...


Group photo...

My Transformers Stuff - Part 7...

My Bro just back from his business trip,
and he do know that i'm a die hard fans of Transformers,
so he gave me a surprise...

A Transformers Key Chain from Air Asia...

I saw this before at the web page of air asia,
and wanted to book it that time,
but due to they're running out of stock that time,
so i just KIV it...

Thank you so much my bro...

My Transformers Stuff - Part 6...

I bought another Transformers toy that i'm looking for such a long time...


But this time,
i was pretty lucky that i don't pay for it @ a very high price,
cause i'm able to get it directly from the dealer...
It's the twin brothers - Mudflap -from the movie of Transfomers 2-Revenge Of The Fallen...

-Autobot-

SKIDS & MUDFLAP

I'm Back...

停了整整的一个星期,
常被麻烦困着的我又回来了...

Another Insomnia Night...

逃避了好几天,
在想办法解决难题,
好几晚都没睡,
又失眠了。
我又坐在阳台,
望着天空的星星,
她就一直都出现在我的脑海里,
真的无法把她忘掉。
我和她认识了好几年,
但是见面的机会不多,
自从她离开了后,
就更少有机会联络了,
我也曾经在这里提过她。
可是我不能做背板某某人的事,
我不想对不起某某人,
更加不可伤害某某人,
现在谓有就把那个她放一边吧。

My Transformers Stuff - Part 5...

I've been searching this rare stuff for sometime...

-Tada-
is Skids From Revenge Of The Fallen-Transformers 2...

Even the price is a little expensive,but i think it worth cause this thing is very difficult to get from the market...

Finally i'm able to get it...

Now Is The Time...

今天当我在驾着车的时候,
我的腿突然觉得很痛,
还失去了知觉,
很担心,
很怕会失去了这双腿,
因为腰骨出现了问题,
现在影响到我的腿了。
真的不去检查也不能了,
可是检查的报告会是怎么样呢?

Bad Bones Ache Attack...


停不了喝茶的习惯,
可是现在...
我的腰骨越来越痛了,
就连走路脚也开始不听话了。
可是现在还不是时间去找师...

Zie's Birthday Celebration...

Today is my partner's birthday,
and we(Me,My Bro,Raymond and Kelvin)planned to give her a surprise...


And we did celebrate her birthday @ Triple Communication...

Hence,
want to Wish HER:
Happy Birthday and May All Her Wishes Do Comes True.

Falling Down Again...


心情又再次从高处跌回下来...

今早,
她收到了一封信,
是封律师信。

可以看到她的表情,
唉,
看到都心疼。
我现在应该要怎么样去帮她呢?

有时在想,
我是否真的不是一个做生意的材料,
害己还害了她,
这也令我想起了很多很多的往事...
如果没有拉她和我一起开始这生意,
也没和她分开,
可能就不会发生这么多事吧。

Her 21st Early Birthday Present...

Few days after will be her 21st birthday,
even i'm facing a very difficult time now,
but i'm still manage to buy what she's wanted for
-A Gold Necklet with A Gold Key Pendant.
That cost me about RM 500+,
but thanks to my mom,
she've sponsored the pendant.
Pass the birthday present to her just now,
she like it very much...
When i see her happy face,
i feel i really did something to make her happy at last...

Thank You...


Today sales result is acceptable,
and i'm happy that there's some improvement.

It has been almost a month that our sales drop till we can't cover our cost at all,
and all of us planned to shut it down if the sales keep on falling down.

During this difficult time,
i can see who is on our side helping us and who's not,
so i want to take this opportunity to say thank you to all of them here...

Chinese Tea...

Really can't sleep without drinking it...
I think i'm really addicted to it,
But i have to stop drinking it due to my back bones problem,
*Sigh*
I'll miss my Chinese Tea for some time...

Untitled...

To the director of the company name Digimerge Sdn Bhd:-

What we need is an extra e-load for postpaid payment,
so we plan to place an order for Wednesday this morning,
so that we'll get the e-load 1st from your company and the physical coupon by Wednesday,
but you all rejected our order due to the payment will be made by tonight,
then your sales staff remind me about the allocation of e-load,
but if we order for the allocation,
you'll consider it as 2nd order of this week...
Why must you all consider this special allocation of e-load as our 2nd order of this week?
I know you must be scare that we'll run away with you stock and money rite?

For your info,
we started this business 8 years ago,
our reputation is still damn good !!!
And we are not the type that want to run away with your stock and money !!!

We're not begging you to help us !!!
So,
go to hell with your farking money and stock !!!!

I Hate All This Shit...

This post is specially dedicated to All of you from Operator D in Malaysia and the Director Of D-M S/B...


You know what we did to help you grow fast in customer base for this area,
and for your info,
we can do so with other operator network too.
Is not for us to show what we can do here,
but it just the rules that you set is making us feel difficult,
and we feel you're not suppoting us at all !!!

Unfair...


突然觉得这个世界真的很不公平,
富有的人就会变得更加的富有,
而穷的人却会变得更加的穷。

我所看到的是,
身边有好几个富有的朋友,
他们都不需要怎么的努力和用功,
可是金钱都会自动的找上他们。

而穷的呢,
就算他们怎么的加倍努力,
怎么的加倍用功,
答案也不会更改。

难道就要这样,
这个世界才会平均吗?
难道穷的人真的不会有改变的机会吗?

DiGi Broadband -Part 2...

Received a parcel under my company's name this morning,
when i opened up the parcel,
it's a modem for DiGi Broadband...

From now on,
if you,you,and you plan to subscibe to Digi broadband,
you may contact me by leaving me a message,
and i'll contact you back a.s.a.p.


For more info,
do log on-


Jazz Brake Down...


Try to start it for many times,
but it doesn't give me any respon.
Jazz,
you're the only transport i have now,
please don't you leave me now,
or else,
i'll be in really big trouble...

好心真的会有好报吗?...


常做好心,
多做善事,
真的会有好报吗?
为什么我都没得到好报呢?

自问我做的每件事都问心无愧,
从不做伤天害理的事,
但是为什么还是要面对种种不能解决的难题呢?

现在最大的难题是我的生意,
我的店以面对着严重的经济问题,
如果短期内再找不到解决的办法,
很可能就真的要把这生意关掉。

就这样把它关掉,
真的觉得有点不值得,
可是我又能做些什么呢?

我已经很努力,
真的很努力的去做每一件事,
都希望能够为它找到一个解决的办法,
我也因此牺牲了自己的薪水,
希望可以保住它。

可是,
就算我怎么努力,
怎么用功,
再多的牺牲,
也此终都找不到答案。
觉得很无助,
很无奈,
很失望,
我整个人好像失去了方向,
也不懂得要怎么样再去挽救它,
开始觉得要放弃了...

Digi's Ground Control...

Sitting at the booth setup by Digimerge for more than 2 hours,
but the result...
*Big Sigh*
I wish i can let go a little more of my sim packs,
cause i really stuck a lot of the sim packs in my shop,
and i'm running out of cash to roll for my shop...

Lost Of Confidence...


I've received a call from May yesterday,
she told me that her company appointed us to do Digi's Ground Control (Road Show) today,
at 1st i'm was so excited,
cause i might have sell off some sim packs that stuck in my shop and try to get back some cash in hand...

But when i reached my shop today,
it seems that everyone here don't feel like doing that G.C.
cause they know it won't help much to let go of the sim packs...

I can't blame them also,
cause due to the previous record,
since Distributor take over to handle all the G.C.
the sales record is like falling down from the sky.

*Big Sigh*

Again and again we've tried,
the result just never improve,
that's why everybody here is giving up,
but no matter what,
i'll give a try again tonight.

Wish me luck !!!

Home Sweet Home...


It has been a week that we dare not to go home since the incident,
my mom called many times and asked us to go back,
and she told us that she already forgotten about the incident...

I know my mom love us so much,
especially her,
so i talked to her about it,
and she agreed to go home with me.

Once we reached home,
my mom was so excited to see her,
then we had our late dinner with my mom.

Finally,
we're back to this comfortable place again,

Home Sweet Home...

I'm Falling Down...

一路很坚强的我,
现在终于都倒下来了。
身边很多朋友一个接一个的生病,
应该是给他们传染吧。
伤风,发烧,头痛,咳嗽就好像AH1N1的像征,
我不会那么幸运吧?

I Need Your Opinion Again...


What if your spouse's/girl friend's parents look down on you?
And keep on comparing you to others?
What will you do?