A meet up with all of my school mates on Saturday night makes me feel that i'm the world's useless person...
1 of my best friend is getting married this coming Saturday,
and i can see all of them is quite successful in their business,life,career and everything,
but me...sigh...
After our form 5,
amoung all of them,
i am the 1st 1 who step into this world and start my job,
I've been working real hard for almost 10 years,
until today,
i still have nothing but problems,trouble and debts surrounding me,
I feel shameful if i comparing my self to them...
Sometimes,
i really feel regret that why didn't i continue my study after form 5,
perhaps all this shit won't happen to me if i do so,
and i started to blame my self about it...