We've been together for almost 2 years,
and we've been through a lot of sweet and sour moment.
But why until today,you STILL don't really understand me?

You should know that i'm having a tough time now,
and i'm almost stuck in a 'big deep hole',
breathless...sigh.

I'm always in a bad mood when i'm out with you,
cause i scare that the cash that i bring out is not really enough for you to spend,
but i dare not to tell cause i scare that you'll look down on me.

Thought that you'll try to understand the reason,
but it seems that you're not,
and you'll just get angry with me for it.

I won't blame it on you or anybody ,
i know it's my own problem,
but please try to understand me and my situation now...