逃避了好几天，
在想办法解决难题，
好几晚都没睡，
又失眠了。
我又坐在阳台，
望着天空的星星，
她就一直都出现在我的脑海里，
真的无法把她忘掉。
我和她认识了好几年，
但是见面的机会不多，
自从她离开了后，
就更少有机会联络了，
我也曾经在这里提过她。
可是我不能做背板某某人的事，
我不想对不起某某人，
更加不可伤害某某人，
现在谓有就把那个她放一边吧。
体操
5 weeks ago
I've been searching this rare stuff for sometime...
-Tada-
is Skids From Revenge Of The Fallen-Transformers 2...
Even the price is a little expensive,but i think it worth cause this thing is very difficult to get from the market...
Finally i'm able to get it...
今天当我在驾着车的时候，
我的腿突然觉得很痛，
还失去了知觉，
很担心，
很怕会失去了这双腿，
因为腰骨出现了问题，
现在影响到我的腿了。
真的不去检查也不能了，
可是检查的报告会是怎么样呢？
停不了喝茶的习惯，
可是现在...
我的腰骨越来越痛了，
就连走路脚也开始不听话了。
可是现在还不是时间去找师...
Today is my partner's birthday,
and we(Me,My Bro,Raymond and Kelvin)planned to give her a surprise...
And we did celebrate her birthday @ Triple Communication...
Hence,
want to Wish HER:
Happy Birthday and May All Her Wishes Do Comes True.
心情又再次从高处跌回下来...
今早，
她收到了一封信，
是封律师信。
可以看到她的表情，
唉，
看到都心疼。
我现在应该要怎么样去帮她呢？
有时在想，
我是否真的不是一个做生意的材料，
害己还害了她，
这也令我想起了很多很多的往事...
如果没有拉她和我一起开始这生意，
也没和她分开，
可能就不会发生这么多事吧。
Few days after will be her 21st birthday,
even i'm facing a very difficult time now,
but i'm still manage to buy what she's wanted for
-A Gold Necklet with A Gold Key Pendant.
That cost me about RM 500+,
but thanks to my mom,
she've sponsored the pendant.
Pass the birthday present to her just now,
she like it very much...
When i see her happy face,
i feel i really did something to make her happy at last...
Today sales result is acceptable,
and i'm happy that there's some improvement.
It has been almost a month that our sales drop till we can't cover our cost at all,
and all of us planned to shut it down if the sales keep on falling down.
During this difficult time,
i can see who is on our side helping us and who's not,
so i want to take this opportunity to say thank you to all of them here...
Really can't sleep without drinking it...I think i'm really addicted to it,
But i have to stop drinking it due to my back bones problem,
*Sigh*
I'll miss my Chinese Tea for some time...
To the director of the company name Digimerge Sdn Bhd:-
What we need is an extra e-load for postpaid payment,
so we plan to place an order for Wednesday this morning,
so that we'll get the e-load 1st from your company and the physical coupon by Wednesday,
but you all rejected our order due to the payment will be made by tonight,
then your sales staff remind me about the allocation of e-load,
but if we order for the allocation,
you'll consider it as 2nd order of this week...
Why must you all consider this special allocation of e-load as our 2nd order of this week?
I know you must be scare that we'll run away with you stock and money rite?
For your info,
we started this business 8 years ago,
our reputation is still damn good !!!
And we are not the type that want to run away with your stock and money !!!
We're not begging you to help us !!!
So,
go to hell with your farking money and stock !!!!
What we need is an extra e-load for postpaid payment,
so we plan to place an order for Wednesday this morning,
so that we'll get the e-load 1st from your company and the physical coupon by Wednesday,
but you all rejected our order due to the payment will be made by tonight,
then your sales staff remind me about the allocation of e-load,
but if we order for the allocation,
you'll consider it as 2nd order of this week...
Why must you all consider this special allocation of e-load as our 2nd order of this week?
I know you must be scare that we'll run away with you stock and money rite?
For your info,
we started this business 8 years ago,
our reputation is still damn good !!!
And we are not the type that want to run away with your stock and money !!!
We're not begging you to help us !!!
So,
go to hell with your farking money and stock !!!!
This post is specially dedicated to All of you from Operator D in Malaysia and the Director Of D-M S/B...
You know what we did to help you grow fast in customer base for this area,
and for your info,
we can do so with other operator network too.
Is not for us to show what we can do here,
but it just the rules that you set is making us feel difficult,
and we feel you're not suppoting us at all !!!
突然觉得这个世界真的很不公平，
富有的人就会变得更加的富有，而穷的人却会变得更加的穷。
我所看到的是，
身边有好几个富有的朋友，
他们都不需要怎么的努力和用功，
可是金钱都会自动的找上他们。
而穷的呢，
就算他们怎么的加倍努力，
怎么的加倍用功，
答案也不会更改。
难道就要这样，
这个世界才会平均吗？
难道穷的人真的不会有改变的机会吗？
Received a parcel under my company's name this morning,
when i opened up the parcel,
it's a modem for DiGi Broadband...
From now on,
if you,you,and you plan to subscibe to Digi broadband,
you may contact me by leaving me a message,
and i'll contact you back a.s.a.p.
For more info,
do log on-
Try to start it for many times,
but it doesn't give me any respon.
Jazz,
you're the only transport i have now,
please don't you leave me now,
or else,
i'll be in really big trouble...
常做好心，
多做善事，
真的会有好报吗？
为什么我都没得到好报呢？
自问我做的每件事都问心无愧，
从不做伤天害理的事，
但是为什么还是要面对种种不能解决的难题呢？
现在最大的难题是我的生意，
我的店以面对着严重的经济问题，
如果短期内再找不到解决的办法，
很可能就真的要把这生意关掉。
就这样把它关掉，
真的觉得有点不值得，
可是我又能做些什么呢？
我已经很努力，
真的很努力的去做每一件事，
都希望能够为它找到一个解决的办法，
我也因此牺牲了自己的薪水，
希望可以保住它。
可是，
就算我怎么努力，
怎么用功，
再多的牺牲，
也此终都找不到答案。
觉得很无助，
很无奈，
很失望，
我整个人好像失去了方向，
也不懂得要怎么样再去挽救它，
开始觉得要放弃了...
Sitting at the booth setup by Digimerge for more than 2 hours,
but the result...
*Big Sigh*
I wish i can let go a little more of my sim packs,
cause i really stuck a lot of the sim packs in my shop,
and i'm running out of cash to roll for my shop...
I've received a call from May yesterday,
she told me that her company appointed us to do Digi's Ground Control (Road Show) today,
at 1st i'm was so excited,
cause i might have sell off some sim packs that stuck in my shop and try to get back some cash in hand...
But when i reached my shop today,
it seems that everyone here don't feel like doing that G.C.
cause they know it won't help much to let go of the sim packs...
I can't blame them also,
cause due to the previous record,
since Distributor take over to handle all the G.C.
the sales record is like falling down from the sky.
*Big Sigh*
Again and again we've tried,
the result just never improve,
that's why everybody here is giving up,
but no matter what,
i'll give a try again tonight.
Wish me luck !!!
It has been a week that we dare not to go home since the incident,
my mom called many times and asked us to go back,
and she told us that she already forgotten about the incident...
I know my mom love us so much,
especially her,
so i talked to her about it,
and she agreed to go home with me.
Once we reached home,
my mom was so excited to see her,
then we had our late dinner with my mom.
Finally,
we're back to this comfortable place again,
Home Sweet Home...
一路很坚强的我，
现在终于都倒下来了。
身边很多朋友一个接一个的生病，
应该是给他们传染吧。
伤风，发烧，头痛，咳嗽就好像AH1N1的像征，
我不会那么幸运吧？
