TIRED DAY 2

Sunday morning,i wake up as usual and get my self ready to work.Then,Desmond sudden call and i know that for sure he got plan for today.
We meet up at my shop,and he told me that he want to shoppe for his chinese new year clothes,then i invited him to shoppe with us(me and Shandy) at Sungai Wang after i close my shop.
I close my shop around 3 pm,then i fetch Shandy at her house.Her mom and my mom join us too.
We reached at 4pm,and they started to look for what they want,we stay at Sungai Wang for 5 hours,we left at 9pm,tired walking around.
Another tiring day.

CAFE PAPPA RICH




THE MENU


ICED LEMON TEA,ICED COFFEE,HOT HONEY LEMON TEA,SOYA MILK TONG YUEN,PAPPA CENDOL(FROM LEFT TO RIGHT)



PAPPA CURRY LAKSA


6 of us-me,Shandy,Desmond,Billy,Jenny and her friend,went to Yam Char,Desmond brought us to a cafe named-PAPPA RICH,located somewhere in Kepong.
The enviroment of the cafe make us feel comfortable and warm.The food is just damn delicious,and the price is really reasonable.We enjoyed to Yam Char here,and for sure,we will visit this cafe again.
And i found that this cafe use to be a favourite hang out spot for those who likes TOAST and COFFEE.
There is too many food to try in the menu that i must try,so can't wait for the 2nd visit to the cafe.




PAPPA RICH CAFE-Friendly waiter,perfect enviroment,delicious food and reasonable price,highly recommended=5 star.





TIRED


Sleep late last night,wake up damn early today,feel tired.

Today have to open my shop all by my self,because my partner and her hubby balik kampung.

I open my shop at 10 am sharp.

As usual,i sweep the floor,get everything prepare and wait for my customers.5 mins later,sudden rush in a group of customers,sigh...i'm alone,please be patience!!

Lucky that i'm still able to serve every single customer.

I'm too tired,need to rest now,hope that they able to come back on time before i really can't stand anymore.

自卑感

我的一身穿着看起来很像个大老板,可是我并不是你们所想像中的那么本事。虽然我是和一个朋友一起开了间店做生意,但是我过的很辛苦!
这几年来,我每一天都过着很难受,很辛苦的生活。做工做到半死,都没有稳定的收入。钱包里都没有机会会涨起来的,还要每一天都绑着肚子,因为我的工作大部分时间都是在外面的,所以就算我不吃,也要准备钱来附车油和停车场费。
看见身边的朋友每个都不会有钱的烦恼,他们都可以买和做他们自己喜欢的东西。真的有点羡慕他们。
真的觉的很自卑,自己做生意都没有机会能像他们一样,说买就买,想做就做。我每一天都只是在担心着我的钱够添油吗,?我的钱够给过路费吗?重来都不会有机会可以买自己喜欢的东西。有时还因为不够钱,就连吃我也不敢想。你们可能会不相信而问我,是真的吗?就连我自己也不敢相信这些事情会发生在我身上。
我并不是一个懒惰的人,我可以就为了工作而忘记其他包括我女朋友。但是想回头,我这样,能得到的是什么?我自己也不知道。很多朋友知到我的事后,就劝我放弃我的生意,可是,我并不是一个容易放弃的人。在加上,我不可以这么自私,因为我还要为我的伙伴想。他们没有了我就可能会倒闭的。我不想看到他们这样。
你们可能会觉的我很傻,但是我是不舍得看到她比我过的更加的辛苦。我宁原我自己过得很辛苦,也不想看到他人辛苦,很慈悲吧?我真的不知道。
我现在什么都不敢祈求,但愿我的生意能够好像以前那样,我就心满意足了。

I WANT !!




These days,it seems like all my friend is rich enough to buy what ever they want,do what ever they like,but me...sigh...i wanted to,but,my pocket didn't allow me to do so.


I received a call from Jerry that make me feel so down,he asked me where to get the best deal for changing a new sport rims for his car.Whao!this is in my planning list for a long time,but i have to forget it because i can't afford to buy it.


I do have another friend-Desmond,just re-painted his car,and do some modification to his car.Sigh...


Not just that i can't do or buy what ever i like,even for me to eat also i need to think twice.I really can't make any wrong move now or i'll be in big trouble.I really can't afford to do anything,there's no hope for me.


Why?why can't i do the same like them?


I work really damn hard every single day,just try to earn more money to fulfill my needs and wants,but it seems that no matter how hard i work,i got nothing at all.This really makes me feel sick want to give up,giving up in everything...including my live...


最近真的很烦!为了钱,为了感情,为了店,还为了很多很多的事情!!



可能我真的想太多了吧。



我有试过把所有的事放下,不要想,但是...不可以。我有想办法去解决过,但是想到头都要爆了都没有出口。




神啊!救救我吧!

I'M BROKE

THIS IS THE BRAND THAT I BOUGHT :-
PDI

ADIDAS

SUPERMAN

BODY GLOVE

Today is the day,i wake up early,getting ready to go out as i promised my girl friend,but before that,i have to go back to my shop first.

We stay at my shop until 3pm,then we start our journey to MID VALLEY.It was crowded,all the parking space was full,lucky me,get my car parked after i enter car park.

My girl friend started her mission,rush into the it to find out the best deal ever in the mall,but me,just accompany her,i dont't even feel want to walk,it was just too crowded,can't even breathe.

She able to grab some clothes and a jeans.She see me standing quiet a side then she started to mumbling at me,say that i don't want to spend,but me just...sigh...(try to understand me la,it just too crowded,don't feel want to shop leh).


I don't want her to keep mumbling at me,so i decided to just simply buy 1 or 2 to keep her mouth shout.But when i walk into a shop name BODY GLOVE,i've found out that the design and the price of the shirt just fit my taste,so,i grabe 2-3 clothes there.


After a while,i decided to shop in another place,a place that sudden came out in my mind-AEON MALL at BUKIT TINGGI.


Reached there around 6pm,found that AEON BUKIT TINGGI is much more comfort to shop,easy parking and not crowded.I bought a pair of short and jeans there and she bought a shirt there.

We shop there for almost 4 hour,then i drive home after we have our lovely dinner.After i reached home,i calculate,WAH!i spend rm400 today...ithink i must not spend anymore,i'm broke...sigh